Dear diary,
i've made a hardest decision in my life ever..mase ni asyik brjln je..klu boleh xnak mase tu brjln..klu boleh nak undurkn masa..tpi sumenye dh trlmbt..ati pon dh skit..in this scene i knew i was wrong but why dont u give me one more chance?why cant you guys be a little bit open minded?kita kn dh bljr klu ad mslh bncang dulu..jgn main tangkap jerat je..as i said earlier i was wrong but u guys behaved mcm dh xboleh terima ak lgsug..about the teachers bkan ak nak cite kisah buruk korg...i'm not that kind of girl..klu korg xnak caye ak nak buat ap lgi an..here,right now i just wanna let u guys know i'm so so so sorry... :,( this sorry i said it from the bottom of my heart..up to u to accept it or not..i just wanna make only one request..dont ever forget things we had together..all that memories priceless...xde jual kat mane2..smpan elok2 kat lubuk atiy korang tu..tupon klu korg nak smpn lh..guys, we've been through so much things..since skolah rndah right?trlalu bnyk bnde yg kite dh buat..segala ktawa dan air mata kite lalui same2 right?so i hope u can think urselve..tnpe korg ak mmg xkan thu erti prshbtn tu..thnx aw sbb jdi kwn ak..ak syg korang bnyk2..
p/s:Mmmuah......
About Me
Friday, February 17, 2012
Thursday, February 9, 2012
Enough...
Dear diary,
do u wanna know something?i've broked up wif my________..idk why..i'm the one who broked up this relationship..i'm just feel that i'm not ready yet...i'm not like other girls that like this couple thing..i'm a girl that don't like to commitment..for me coupling is troubling..so so troubling...sorry to say but i'm so glad if i never have a phone...betollh kate org kot phone ni boleh mndtgkn bnyk masalah..slh satu nye ni lh..i know that he must be really really hurt..but what can i do?i thoughts by coupling with him can changed my life better but it is not..so that's why i thoughts the way to solve this problem is break up this relationship..i hope dye x br dndam dgn aku..so sorry cuz i've hurt u..alah lelaki kn sng nak cri yg baru..so xpyhlh nak sedih2 smpi nak bunuh diri an..and hrp2 dye x bomohkn ak sbb tolak cinta dye..selisih malaikat 44...LOL...Dear Diary, u wanna know something?i feel so relieved after i've broked up..it feels like satu beban punye hw dh siap...HAHA...
Dear Diary, i think for this entry i'll stop here..i'll be back soon..:D i punye keje umah yg sebeban tu blom siap ag..
do u wanna know something?i've broked up wif my________..idk why..i'm the one who broked up this relationship..i'm just feel that i'm not ready yet...i'm not like other girls that like this couple thing..i'm a girl that don't like to commitment..for me coupling is troubling..so so troubling...sorry to say but i'm so glad if i never have a phone...betollh kate org kot phone ni boleh mndtgkn bnyk masalah..slh satu nye ni lh..i know that he must be really really hurt..but what can i do?i thoughts by coupling with him can changed my life better but it is not..so that's why i thoughts the way to solve this problem is break up this relationship..i hope dye x br dndam dgn aku..so sorry cuz i've hurt u..alah lelaki kn sng nak cri yg baru..so xpyhlh nak sedih2 smpi nak bunuh diri an..and hrp2 dye x bomohkn ak sbb tolak cinta dye..selisih malaikat 44...LOL...Dear Diary, u wanna know something?i feel so relieved after i've broked up..it feels like satu beban punye hw dh siap...HAHA...
Dear Diary, i think for this entry i'll stop here..i'll be back soon..:D i punye keje umah yg sebeban tu blom siap ag..
Sincerely,
Suhaila
p/s: i'll do what my heart said so..
Sunday, February 5, 2012
RINDU
Dear Diary,
today i'm really miss my big lovely brother...i dun know how this feeling come..all i want to say is I Miss You bro..dh lame asenye u xbalik sini an?tpi xpelh u keje and u're wife is pregnant right?its okay i can understand it..saje je nak ckp i miss u..just want to let u know that evrytime i saw Wira lalu dpn umah i always think it was u..but..too bad its not u..:(( what can we do right?kite xboleh buat ap2..hanya ALLAH yg tentukn ap yg akn trjadi..xbnyk yg i nak ckp ari ni..that's all for today..i just wanna say dont ever forget ur family cuz family is the most important thing in our life..dear diary,i'll be back soon..:))
p/s: tanpa mereka siapalah kita..
today i'm really miss my big lovely brother...i dun know how this feeling come..all i want to say is I Miss You bro..dh lame asenye u xbalik sini an?tpi xpelh u keje and u're wife is pregnant right?its okay i can understand it..saje je nak ckp i miss u..just want to let u know that evrytime i saw Wira lalu dpn umah i always think it was u..but..too bad its not u..:(( what can we do right?kite xboleh buat ap2..hanya ALLAH yg tentukn ap yg akn trjadi..xbnyk yg i nak ckp ari ni..that's all for today..i just wanna say dont ever forget ur family cuz family is the most important thing in our life..dear diary,i'll be back soon..:))
p/s: tanpa mereka siapalah kita..
Sincerely,
suhaila
Beginning...
Dear Diary,
the beginning of my first relationship in this year menggembirakn..this boy xdelh hensem mane..xmcm bf2 kwn ak..dye pon xsekaya bf kwn2 ak tu..dye hanyelh insan yg biasa dan sederhana..but i'm still confused with myself..did i made a right decision?or i've just made another mistake in my life?takotnye klu i made another mistake..this relationship will be serious...what i've to do?okay2 ..chillax suhaila..just asking for ALLAH's hidayah..hope HE will help u..
i think this thing x prlu cite pnjg2..ckuplh smpi situ je..asenye org nak cite psl korealh..skrg ni grup rookie yg plig hot ialah B.A.P!!who?its B.A.P!!OMG the rookie grup so amazing...i've never seen a rookie grup like them..they just so amazing ..yg pling ak mnat skali dax yg Zelo..tau x knp ak pnggl dye dax?sbb dye sebaya though dgn ak..mmg x caye mule2 tpi bile google mmg btol dye sebaya ngan aku..dax ni trsgtlh tnggi..geram tol tngok dye..asenye cam nak pelok je..geram gile..ok2...bwk brtenang suhaila..kembali kpd realiti Nursuhaila...:))
i think that's it for today..i'll be back soon..
p/s: kite an kwn xpyhlh nak bohong2..saya x suke ar..
the beginning of my first relationship in this year menggembirakn..this boy xdelh hensem mane..xmcm bf2 kwn ak..dye pon xsekaya bf kwn2 ak tu..dye hanyelh insan yg biasa dan sederhana..but i'm still confused with myself..did i made a right decision?or i've just made another mistake in my life?takotnye klu i made another mistake..this relationship will be serious...what i've to do?okay2 ..chillax suhaila..just asking for ALLAH's hidayah..hope HE will help u..
i think this thing x prlu cite pnjg2..ckuplh smpi situ je..asenye org nak cite psl korealh..skrg ni grup rookie yg plig hot ialah B.A.P!!who?its B.A.P!!OMG the rookie grup so amazing...i've never seen a rookie grup like them..they just so amazing ..yg pling ak mnat skali dax yg Zelo..tau x knp ak pnggl dye dax?sbb dye sebaya though dgn ak..mmg x caye mule2 tpi bile google mmg btol dye sebaya ngan aku..dax ni trsgtlh tnggi..geram tol tngok dye..asenye cam nak pelok je..geram gile..ok2...bwk brtenang suhaila..kembali kpd realiti Nursuhaila...:))
i think that's it for today..i'll be back soon..
p/s: kite an kwn xpyhlh nak bohong2..saya x suke ar..
Saturday, February 4, 2012
L.O.V.E
DEAR DIARY,
SO SORI CUZ DH LAME X UPDATE..NAK BUAT MCM MANE DH BDAX KAA..KENELAH KURANG2KN SEMUA BNDE NI..SO AD KELAPANGAN MLM NI AK UPDATELH..AK XTAU NAK CKP AP SBNRNYE..SO FOR TONIGHT I'M GONNA TALK ABOUT L.O.V.E~SORI KLU AD ORG XSUKE NGAN ENTRI AK MLM NI..
I ADMIT THAT NOW I'M IN THAT MOOD RIGHT NOW..I DON KNOW HOW THIS COME INTO MY LIFE..IT JUST COMING JUST LIKE THAT..BTOLLH KATE ORG KOT REMAJA YG UMO MCM AK NI MMG AKN MELALUI FASA ITU..EVEN THERE IS A FB-ERS SAID 80% A 16 YEARS OLD GIRL MET THEIR TEMAN HIDUP..SO MAYBE I'M IN THAT 80%..LOL..REALLY??TPI AK XNAK AR AMBIK SERIUS SGT..SBB BGI AK BLOM MASE AG..SO NURSUHAILA BWK2LH BERSABAR YE??MASE TU AKN TIBA..SO FOR THIS ENTRY I STOP HERE..INSYA ALLAH I'LL UPDATE MY NEXT ENTRY SOON..END OF WORDS I LOVE U GUYS..
p/s:rindunye kat eda...
Thursday, December 8, 2011
I hate this words-->Hoping
Assalammualaikum..Anyeonghaseyo..Salam 1 Malaysia...first of all mlm ni aku tido sorang2 dlm bilik..since my twin at my grandma's so i kenelh tido sorang..feeling?best+takot?haha..nak takot ap ek?aku kene biasekn tido sorang2..klux nnt smpi ke tua takot nak tido sorang..secondly aku nak ckp yg aku jeles sgt dgn girl yg mempunyai semua yg dye mahukn..even dye xpyh mnx pon dye dpt..aku tau aku xptot ckp bnde camni..but seriously aku jeles..knplh aku xdpt merasa kehidupan yg mcm tu?wae?wae?wae?tu je soalan yg aku tnye sejak akhir2 ni..tpi keadaan selalu dpt mempositifkn aku ni..i should feel so thankful wif i've got now..i can't ask more than this cuz aku x mmpu..Allah bagi kita sesuatu kesenangan dan kesusahan mengikut kemampuan kita right??so i guess ni jelah yg aku mmpu..now i wanna ask something..is it fun when we know that we gonna die soon?i mean kita tahu jangka hayat kita ni?tdi aku tngok drama korea ni..the main actress have cancer..and she only got 6 months to live..i feel so bad for her..tpi dye boleh buat ap je yg dye nak..dye boleh brcuti,boleh pki baju mhl2..boleh bls dndm kat org yg prnh buat jahat kat dye and etc..dye boleh buat sume bnde dan dye boleh dpt bnde yg dye nak..wah!!indahnye hidup mcm tu..xpyh fikir ap yg org len rase dan kata..sbb lps ni kita dh nak mati..best ke idop mcm tu?rasenye cam best tpi aku rase msti terseksa..mstilh terseksa sbb dye thu bile dye akn mati..mcm mana klu dye xboleh penuhi semua permintaan dye?msti rase nak hidup lebih lame kn?hmm...i'm thinking what it feel like..while i'm thinking about it lets get to the point..HOPING..i hate that word..cuz of what?cuz of everything..why i'm still hoping at him while i know that he never see me or look at me?he never ever see me..EVER!!cuz his heart is belong someone else..why this thing happen to me?well aku tngok ombak rindu ad satu ayat yg buat aku ingt smpi skrg:'WE AS A WOMAN WILL NEVER STOP HOPING'aku agree sgt2 ngan ayat tu..tpi harus perempuan?knp xlelaki yg brHARAP?well one more time keadaan mempositifkn aku..maybe that boy does not deserved me or i'm not deserved him?maybe aku deserve yg lebih baik drpd dye..aku xckp yg dye tu jht i'm just saying that dye bkan jodoh aku..sng cite..btolkn?dh xde jodoh nak wat came right?kite kene accept QADA' dan QADAR ALLAH..mulai hari ni kite kene terima semua ketentuan yg diberikan-NYA..well maybe i'm hypocrite cuz always ask people to accept what ever is happening cuz i cant accept the fact..but as a human being xslhkn untuk saling mengingati?i guess i've to pen off right now cuz my eyes so heavy...haha..it means now is bed time..hope to see you again my ONLINE DIARY..<3..xoxoxoxo..MMUAH..
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Bila Bosan Melanda Diri ini..
Assalammualaikum..Anyeonghaseyo..Salam 1 Malaysia...dh mlm2 ni aku xtau nak buat ap..dsbbkn dh lame x update so aku updatelh..ala bkan ad yg kisah pon aku update ke x..aku mati barulh ad org kisah kot..so untuk kesekian lamanya aku dtglh jenguk2 blog aku ni..same je nothing changed..follower pon ttp same..biaselh dax cam aku xpndi nak susun ayat buat karangan pnjg2..
boleh ak tnye 1 soalan x?camne nak hilangkn rase bosan kat dax laki?aku tau ak tnye soalan ni xkn ad yg akn jwb..sbb tu aku berani tnye..ad satu boys ni mc8 aku..dh mc8 lama2 terasa cam nak kapel pulak..then bile kapel hari2 mc8 aku rasa bosan pulak..ak pon xfhm ngan diri aku..knp aku prlu rasa bosan padahal dye xdelh kongkong mcm pakwe orglen..dye call aku pon xprnh..misscall tu adlh..so smpi skrg aku blom ag mc8 ngan dye..aku tngh jwpn ntok soalan aku ni..should i go on wif this relationship or not?tpi ak xnak sakitkn hati dye..i need a doctor here..aku butuhkn seorg doktor cinta...sape ye?anyone from you guys?msti xdekn?kwn2 aku confirm xprnh nak usha blog aku ni..so diorg xkan prnh thu ap yg aku buat atau fikirkn..klu ad sesapa yg ad jwpn please tell me..
boleh ak tnye 1 soalan x?camne nak hilangkn rase bosan kat dax laki?aku tau ak tnye soalan ni xkn ad yg akn jwb..sbb tu aku berani tnye..ad satu boys ni mc8 aku..dh mc8 lama2 terasa cam nak kapel pulak..then bile kapel hari2 mc8 aku rasa bosan pulak..ak pon xfhm ngan diri aku..knp aku prlu rasa bosan padahal dye xdelh kongkong mcm pakwe orglen..dye call aku pon xprnh..misscall tu adlh..so smpi skrg aku blom ag mc8 ngan dye..aku tngh jwpn ntok soalan aku ni..should i go on wif this relationship or not?tpi ak xnak sakitkn hati dye..i need a doctor here..aku butuhkn seorg doktor cinta...sape ye?anyone from you guys?msti xdekn?kwn2 aku confirm xprnh nak usha blog aku ni..so diorg xkan prnh thu ap yg aku buat atau fikirkn..klu ad sesapa yg ad jwpn please tell me..
2NE1-Ugly(translation)
[CL] I’m trying to smile brightly but
I don’t like it
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[BOM] I’m trying to sing but
No one is listening
I’m not pretty, I’m not beautiful
Oh oh oh oh x 2
[DARA] Why am I this ugly
What must I do for me to be able to smile brightly like you?
[MINJI] I’m getting angry again, why can’t I ever be perfect
I simply put the blame on my ugly appearance in this broken mirror
[BOM] Don’t look at me, I hate this feeling right now
I want to hide away somewhere, I want to escape
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[MINJI] Don’t tell me that you can understand me so easily
My ugly and crooked heart may even come to resent you
[BOM] Don’t force me to talk, I’m not right for you
The cold facade inside that patronizing gaze suffocates me
[MINJI] Don’t come closer, I don’t even want your concern
I want to leave away to somewhere, I want to shout out
This world is full of lies
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
[DARA] All alone
I’m all alone x 2
There is no such thing as warmth
There is no one by my side
All alone
I’m all alone x 2
I’m always alone
There’s no such thing as warmth
Next to my side, there’s not even anyone to embrace me
[CL] I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be prety
Don’t lie to my face tellin’ me I’m pretty
I think I’m ugly
And nobody wants to love me
Just like her I wanna be pretty I wanna be pretty
Don’t lie to my face cuz I know I’m ugly
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Tablo-Home(feat Lee Sora)
Translated lyrics:
[Tablo]
It's dizzying to step over the threshold. It's a familiar border.
Needless feelings that I pushed away because they cluttered my heart are coated with dust
If I leave here, it will be death. I dropped my steps, for I hated the unfamiliar happiness more than familiar sorrow...
I'm afraid that I will be a used-up shoe. The world, the time, the people put me on crooked. Forget.
What the world thinks piles up like the mountains of newspapers and notices in front of my door. Do not lay out all those demands.
This is my home. Leave me alone. Do not come in, anywhere but here.
[LeeSora]
Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.
[Tablo]
Would I have the right to happiness? Why is it that I'm mired so deeply in such shallow wound.
Living is like getting through a hail of arrows, but why do I have such a big target tacked on my heart?
Emotions run the extremes, and I get left behind, slow-feet-ed. I can't grasp my heart.
I let the world slip through. With happiness only few steps up, I crank up more stairs myself.
For some people all this would be terrifying, but for me its more familiar than laughing.
Crying is just like breathing, the longer you hold it the longer you will exhale.
Let me breathe. Sorrow is my home. I'll stay, right here, where I was.
Even when I go out to happiness, I know well now that I'll always come back home.
[LeeSora]
Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.
[Tablo]
To the sorrow that has become my home,
To the sorrow that has become my home, can I invite you?
[LeeSora]
Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.
[Tablo]
It's dizzying to step over the threshold. It's a familiar border.
Needless feelings that I pushed away because they cluttered my heart are coated with dust
If I leave here, it will be death. I dropped my steps, for I hated the unfamiliar happiness more than familiar sorrow...
I'm afraid that I will be a used-up shoe. The world, the time, the people put me on crooked. Forget.
What the world thinks piles up like the mountains of newspapers and notices in front of my door. Do not lay out all those demands.
This is my home. Leave me alone. Do not come in, anywhere but here.
[LeeSora]
Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.
[Tablo]
Would I have the right to happiness? Why is it that I'm mired so deeply in such shallow wound.
Living is like getting through a hail of arrows, but why do I have such a big target tacked on my heart?
Emotions run the extremes, and I get left behind, slow-feet-ed. I can't grasp my heart.
I let the world slip through. With happiness only few steps up, I crank up more stairs myself.
For some people all this would be terrifying, but for me its more familiar than laughing.
Crying is just like breathing, the longer you hold it the longer you will exhale.
Let me breathe. Sorrow is my home. I'll stay, right here, where I was.
Even when I go out to happiness, I know well now that I'll always come back home.
[LeeSora]
Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.
[Tablo]
To the sorrow that has become my home,
To the sorrow that has become my home, can I invite you?
[LeeSora]
Even without the tears I cry now.
I just cry like I breathe.
Even when I try to get out of the sorrow-turned-house, on the threshold I cry.
Without realizing I cry.
Monday, October 24, 2011
Holiday
Assalammualaikum..Anyeonghaseyo..Konnichiwa..Vanakam..Salam 1 Malaysia..Aku prnh ckpkn yg aku akan ke Gambang Waterpark..so untuk kali ni aku nak cite psl holiday aku kat sane..Gambang Waterpark mmg best..tmptnye sgt besar..ad bnyk prmainan..mule-II aku ingt xjadi pegi sbb pagi-II hujan..so cdeyh ar sbb x dpt pegi..then bile hujan dh mula reda mak aku pon suruh siap-II..sambil siap-II aku excited gile...then dh smpi carilh parking..dh jumpe parking pegilh beli tiket..aku rase hargenye tiketnye lebih kurang rm21 untuk dewasa..kat gambang ni makanan die mhl..mak hmpir kuarkn rm100 untuk mkn je..mmg mhl..seriously xsangke hargenye mahal mcm tu..die punye pmbyrn bkan pki cash money pakai gelang..gelang tu kite kene topup mean klu dh hbis kene topup lagi..topup minimum rm50..kat gambang ni nak pegi ke satu tmpt ke satu tmpt jauh..kene naik bnyk tngge untuk main satu prmainan tu..aku ni bab-II naik tangge mmg lemah..so aku adalah org yg pling last skali smpi..aku plig suke main slide..nmpk mcm xtnggi rupe-IInye tinggi gile..first naik bende alah ni aku takot jugak..nak terpelanting aku punye jantung ni..then bile naik lagi aku okay dh..siap jerit lagi..haha..mmg best ar..sori xde gmbr..gmbr agak inappropriate untuk ditunjukkan kpd umum..tapi aku rase korang kene pegi sendiri baru korang rase keseronokannye..well maybe some people will say that sunway is better than gambang buat what can i do..gambang je yg saya mampu..saya xlah sekaya awak semua untuk ke sunway lagoon..xpelah blom ad rezeki lagi..nnt dh ad rezeki lebih boleh pegi..i think ni saje untuk kali ni..ad mase sye akan update lebih cerite lagi..BYE-II
p/s:love G'9 forever..
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
Best Giler!
Assalammualaikum..Anyeonghaseyo...Vanakam...Salam 1 Malaysia..
Hari ni aku nak cite psl bnde yg aku nak buat slama ni..Bnde ni adalah kegilaan remaja skrg..aku dpt bwk basikal Fixie!!!ok aku mmg excited ni..Fixie tu bukan aku punye tapi sepupu aku punye..oklah drpd nnt gian xdpt bwk..best gile ar..bsklnye xboleh berhenti kayuh..penatlh jugak..mcm basikal yg AzizulHasni bwk tu..mule2 tu takotlh jugak..then lps tu dh ok..basikalnye tnggi tau..aku bwk pon jenjet..
Hari ni aku nak cite psl bnde yg aku nak buat slama ni..Bnde ni adalah kegilaan remaja skrg..aku dpt bwk basikal Fixie!!!ok aku mmg excited ni..Fixie tu bukan aku punye tapi sepupu aku punye..oklah drpd nnt gian xdpt bwk..best gile ar..bsklnye xboleh berhenti kayuh..penatlh jugak..mcm basikal yg AzizulHasni bwk tu..mule2 tu takotlh jugak..then lps tu dh ok..basikalnye tnggi tau..aku bwk pon jenjet..
basikalnye lebih kurang mcm nilah..smart an?aku nak satu ar..dpt mini pon jadilh..smpi sini aje untuk hari ni..besok maybe entry aku psl aku gi gambang waterpark(x sabo)..bye2..love G'9 forever..
New Look...
Hye Guys..Oleh kerana aku dh lame xupdate blog aku ni so hari ini aku updatelh..kali ini punye entry aku nak ckp psl blog aku yg sudah berubah rupa ini..amacam?cantik x?maybe x secantik blog atikah kassim and adik aku..tapi ni je yg aku mampu buat..knp aku ubah blog aku ni?sbb untuk saje2..ala rilex ar..even manusia pon brubah lagilh blog yg turut diubah oleh manusia ini..aku xnak cite bnyk hari ni..hari pon dh lewat..jam kat laptop aku ni tepat pukul 12.01 AM..itu tandenye aku kene tidur..so smpi di sini saje untuk hari ini..Bye2..
Saturday, August 27, 2011
Jangan Kecik Hati!!
assalammualaikum...dh lame dh x buat entry ni..di sini aku nak ucapkan 'SELAMAT MENYAMBUT HARI RAYA' kpd semua umat Islam yang menanti kedatangan aidilfitri ni..biaselh klu hari raya ni msti org mnx maafkn?so aku kat sini nak mnx maaf kpd mereka yang mengenali diri ini..zahir dan batin tau..wlupon blom raya lagi tpi aku nak mnx maaf awal2 sbb takut nnt x sempat..sibuk dgn persediaan hari rayakan..aku mungkin ada buat salah secara terang atau pon secara tidak sengaja..di sini aku nak mnx maaf klu selama ni aku jlnkn tugas sbgi seorg kwn bnyk menyinggung perasaan korang..espcially to G'9..maybe korang prnh terasa apa yg aku ckp atau apa yg aku buat..to all my classmate..aku mungkin dh bnyk melakukan bnyk kslhn dlm menjalani tugas sbgi seorang ketua tingkatan..aku hrp korang xde rase apa2 dendam trhdp aku..Kita mungkin brjumpe lagi nnt..sekian.wassalam.
Tuesday, August 23, 2011
Trial PMR: Results!!
Assalammualaikum!!dh lame x buat entry..mlslh..maklumlh dh nak raya..yeay!!raya!!sape yg x suke rayakn?tpi raya raya jugak..ni result trial ni menyusahkn hati aku..nak thu x ap resultnye..
berikut ialah keputusan trial saya:
BM=65%
BI=70%
MM=80%(cukup2 mkn je)
SC=75%
SJ=52%
BA=69%
KH=43%(plig truk..)
GEOG=68%
PI=???
berdasarkan result di atas adalah jugak peningkatannya dan ada juga penurunannya..biasalah hidup ada turun naiknya..bnde yg plig aku risau adalah sekolah aku akan buat streaming..aku klu boleh xnak tukar kls..nnt xde kwn nak cerite same2..aku ni kurang rpt ngan dax2 kls lain..kwn2 aku je yg thu rahsia and perasaan aku..aku hrp aku xditurunkn kls..tlglh doakan aku ok?
p/s: gagal sekali bukan bermaksud gagal selama-lamanya..so, conclusionnye di sini jgn prnh menyerah dlm mencapai kejayaan..mcm lagu blog aku ni..JANGAN MENYERAH..
berikut ialah keputusan trial saya:
BM=65%
BI=70%
MM=80%(cukup2 mkn je)
SC=75%
SJ=52%
BA=69%
KH=43%(plig truk..)
GEOG=68%
PI=???
berdasarkan result di atas adalah jugak peningkatannya dan ada juga penurunannya..biasalah hidup ada turun naiknya..bnde yg plig aku risau adalah sekolah aku akan buat streaming..aku klu boleh xnak tukar kls..nnt xde kwn nak cerite same2..aku ni kurang rpt ngan dax2 kls lain..kwn2 aku je yg thu rahsia and perasaan aku..aku hrp aku xditurunkn kls..tlglh doakan aku ok?
p/s: gagal sekali bukan bermaksud gagal selama-lamanya..so, conclusionnye di sini jgn prnh menyerah dlm mencapai kejayaan..mcm lagu blog aku ni..JANGAN MENYERAH..
Friday, July 29, 2011
Suke ke tidak?
Assalammualaikum..
firstly nak wish selamat akan menjalani ibadah puasa kepada seluruh umat islam di dunia ini..puasa penuh tau jgn x penuh..(kecuali bagi pompuan)..pejam celik pejam celik dh masuk bulan puasa 2011..x sangkekn?rse skjp je..aku ckp mcm ni bukan sbb aku x suke dgn bulan puasa ok..aku sgt suke untuk menjalani ibadah puasa ni..especially pd tahun ni..sbb aku dh fhm dgn sefhm-fhmnye tntg nikmat bulan puasa ni..iye mmg slama ni aku kurang pengetahuan tntg agama ni..dan pd thun bnyk ilmu yg aku bljr drpd kwn2 and guru2 di sekolah..bnyk bnde yg aku tahu tntg nikmat bulan puase ni..antaranye adalah semua pintu neraka akan ditutup dan semua pintu syurga akan dibuka..manakala semua amalan wajib dan sunat akan digandakan..dan semua syaitan akan diikat drpd menggoda umat manusia..so bulan puase nnt aku kene lwn nafsu aku je..
secondly,hal ni dh lame aku fikirkan..aku sbnrnye xde perassan untuk berkapel atau bercinta dgn dax2 laki..aku cume ada perasaan untuk meminati shj..bile aku mc8 ngan sorang budak laki aku cpt rase bosan..maksudnye boringlhkn..lagi satu aku x caye kat lelaki ni..susah aku nak prcaye..lelaki yg aku plig prcaye dlm dunia ni adalh ayah aku..aku rase dh trtutup pintu hati ini untuk menerima seorg lelaki..ini x brmaksud aku buka hati ini untuk menerima seorang perempuan ok..aku prnh ckp kat kwn2 aku yg aku suke prmpuan tpi tu sume hnyelh gurauan semata-mata..aku rase aku nak suruh mak aku jelah yg kahwinkn aku ni..sbb hati ssh untuk menerima lelaki mungkin dgn pilihan mak aku akan trbuka pintu hati ini..eceyh ayat aku x boleh blah..kate kwn2 aku brcinte slps kahwin best..kdg2 tu mmg aku ad rse jeles tngok org len bercinta ni tpi bile ad pluang untuk aku merasai perasaan tu aku x boleh merasainye..aku rase kosong..dhlh aku xtahu nak komen apa lagi tntg hal ni..biarlh mak yg kahwinkan aku..klu aku bercinta ngan seseorg tu sgt2 x semestinye aku akan berkahwin ngan org tu jugakkn?sesungguhnye jodoh itu trletak di tangan ALLAH S.W.T..semuanye kerja-NYA..kite hnye mmpu meminta sahaja..
smpi di sini shj untuk entry kali ini..kalau ada jodoh kite jumpe lagi..:)
Monday, July 4, 2011
Sesungguhnye kamu semua pelengkap hidupku..
Assalammualaikum..
sahabat...apakah erti sahabat pada anda semua??adakah sahabat itu adalah tempat untuk mengadu?
mengapa anda kata bahawa mereka sahabat baik anda?adakah kerana harta kekayaan yang mereka punya?atau berdasarkan keadaan fizikal mereka yang cantik rupawan itu??
adakah anda mengetahui latar belakang atau asal usul sahabat baik anda itu?
padaku sahabat itu sungguh bermakna bagiku..mereka bagaikan keluarga keduaku selepas keluargaku..mereka bagaikan pelengkap hidupku..dan aku tidak akan kata bahawa mereka itu adalah sahabat baikku hanya kerana harta kekayaan mereka..mereka tidaklah sekaya yang anda semua fikirkan..mereka hanyalah manusia yang sederhana sahaja..tetapi mereka kaya dengan kasih sayang..dan rupa fizikal bukanlah faktor aku dan mereka berkawan..mereka semua terlalu cantik buatku walaupun bukan cantik di luar tetapi mereka sangat cantik dalam persahabatan kami..kami juga mengetahui asal usul dan latar belakang diri masing-masing..dan kami semua akan saling melengkapi jika seseorang itu mengalami kekurangan..
mereka inilah makhluk Allah yg cantik sekali dalam dunia ini bagiku..
tidakkah persahabatan itu indah??
p/s: sayangilah sahabat anda kerana sifat mereka dan bukan kerana harta dan rupa paras semata-mata..
Friday, July 1, 2011
YA RASULULLAH BETAPA RINDUNYA KAU KEPADA UMATMU..
Asslammualaikum
bersyukur kepada ALLAH kerana masih bagi aku peluang untuk menulis entry ini..
Hati aku tersentuh apabila mendengar tazkirah ustazah Rozaini a.k.a umi di sekolah tadi..
betapa aku sedar bahawa aku ni adalah manusia yang tidak layak dirindui Rasulullah..
aku terlalu hanyut dengan hiburan hiburan zaman ini sehingga aku lupa ada seorang hamba ALLAH
yang merinduiku..Ya Rasulullah layakkah aku dipanggil sebagai umatmu??
layakkah aku untuk dirindui??
hati ini terasa mahu berubah..tetapi aku tidak mampu..ya Allah bantulh hambamu ni untuk berubah..
aku mahu melayakkan diriku untuk menjadi umat MUHAMMAD..
Untuk dirindui oleh MUHAMMAD..
Ya ALLAH..berikanlah aku kekuatan untuk berubah..
Berikanlah petunjuk kepadaku YA ALLAH..
saudara & saudari sekalian..layakkah anda untuk menjadi umat RASULULLAH??
layakkah anda untuk dirindui oleh RASULULLAH??
saya di sini hanya mengingatkan semua umat manusia dan diri saya sendiri..
marilah kita menghayati video di bawah ini..
renung-renungkanlah..
Thursday, June 23, 2011
Jangan Menyerah
tak ada manusia
yang terlahir sempurna
jangan kau sesali
segala yang telah terjadi
kita pasti pernah
dapatkan cobaan yang berat
seakan hidup ini
tak ada artinya lagi
syukuri apa yang ada
hidup adalah anugerah
tetap jalani hidup ini
melakukan yang terbaik
Tuhan pasti kan menunjukkan
kebesaran dan kuasanya
bagi hambanya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa
kebesaran dan kuasanya
bagi hambanya yang sabar
dan tak kenal putus asa
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Selamat Pengantin Baru
Assalammualaikum..
Tngok tajuk msti dh thukn apa terjadikn??
Satu-satunye abg aku dlm family tlh berkahwin..
Sedih + Gembira..
Aku sedih sbb lps ni dh x boleh mcm dulu boleh suke2 hati mnx jajan..
skrg dia dh kene bagi jajan tu kat bini dia..huhu..
Gembira sbb ahli keluarga dh brtmbh..
Iyelah sape yg x gembirakn bile ahli keluarga bertmbh...
so di sini aku mendoakan semoga rumah tangga mereka berkekalan hingga ke akhir hayat..
bkn sekadar berkekalan je tpi bahagia dan mempunyai keluarga yang sakinah...
Ni mase majlis akad nikah..tpi aku xde sbb abg aku nikah hari jumaat..aku x hbis exam lagi..:(
Ini pulak masa majlis persandingan kat Tg. Karang(tmpt pengantin perempuan)..burukkn muka aku??hehe..
Abg aku dan isterinye, Siti Zawani berkaraoke..mase diorg karaoke aku rase terharu pulak..apa2 pon suara akak ipar aku ini mmg sedap..huhu..
p/s: sori lmbt wish and post..:))
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